Seems like
It's always too far gone or missing being alone
Crossed every option off of the wishlist and claimed the solitude as my home
At the bottom it's all just emptiness divulged from the innermost
But in the crosshairs it's all remembrance no matter how far you fix the scope

I'm looking toward the future but my distance has been remote
Can't get tied in and be restricted, so I don't end up getting choked
And if you get it how you live then shit you just cinch the rope
Listen, I'm in it till the bitter end I'm living what I penned in prose
This shit ain't simple, barely glimpse the rest and repose, I won't claimed to be pacified
Cause when I wake up in the morning, every day like a sacrifice
To the self that I grew to avoid, a far cry from what happened in life
And I take the good with the bad, don't even pass on the ugly
It's all been encapsulated I couldn't go back for just one thing
And you don't know the half, the shit passes just like a summer's dream
I'm holding on to trust and maintaining space for the luxuries
As they come
Embracing the days spent struggling, knowing breaking the chains makes us greater than any sum
In Fairbanks, middle of summer up at 1AM with the sun
And a greater appreciation for the nights and the shade I made it through once
Came up straight from the grayscale, then engraved Medusa's gaze to a bust
The gains steady in a game of inches
Ungaretti wrote in rhythm about destiny from the trenches
Gramsci told of what head to sever and broke down the ghost of hegemony from its very beginning
Alighieri painted the seven levels of hell into existence
Caravaggio killed a man with a witness and showed descriptions of scripture
It ain't just about the name and imprint, you make it into a bigger picture

I'm in a race to go nowhere with maps to no destination
I wonder if cupids arrow can strike its place for this vagrant
Physically, mentally or any way claim it
Cause with every dollar that comes up late I feel the love that's within fading

(Feel the love I can give wasted
only thing dependable is changes
Gripping what I can save and
spinning it into different creations
The only way this shit makes sense)