You said you'd die for me when I was an asshole
But then you lied to me and made me soft
Suddenly
I ain't shit no more
I ain't babe no more
I'm too lame, no more
Chillin' one minute
Blocked real quick, who knew, I didn't
I crave that pain but I won't admit it
Id blame myself but i'm fucking winning
If only I could make sense of my mind
What do I want like fuck all the needs
I'm really fucking lucky that I aint plant a seed
I never really wanted any of it for the greed
Never saying sorry for my acts I didn't see
You said you'd ride for me if I lost all control
But then you cried to me and let me walk
Luckily
I aint stomp out the door
I let you knew I was yours
This shit gone stick to my core
I cover up cuz im bored
From doing nothing but just watching the void
All these, voices got me questioning all my choices
Deceive, anything and everything that my brain will eat
I don't think you understand what you done to me
Shit lonely
Shit lonely
I wish we made it
Hearts faded
Shit lonely
Shit lonely
I wish we made it
Hearts faded
I fucking hate it
I fucking hate it
I fucking hate it
I should of waited
I fucking hate it
I fucking hate it
I fucking hate it
I should of waited
Done lying
I'm dying
Done trying
Done trying
Done lying
I'm dying
Done trying
Done trying
How you move on like that so fast
How you forget like I ain't part of the past
Let you lie to me and set up my curse
How'd you get me fucked up even fucking worse
I fucking hate it
I fucking hate it
I fucking hate it
I should of waited
I fucking hate it
I fucking hate it
I fucking hate it
I should of waited