They tell me my condition is incurable
They tell me that I need to take these drugs to numb the pain
It's days like this I just wish I could rewrite my history
But I must live with my mistakes

There's no letting go of my own true dose of my temptations
I just had to sit beside and lie to myself figure out the changes
Don't you ever want to go
Don't you ever want to see
That its a waste of time
A fat lip and I'm sitting like this
Sobering up my mind
Now I've broken every bone with the sticks and the stones my life has taken
I can't seem to decide if I'd like to try and to live up to the changes
Don't you ever want to go
Don't you ever want to see
That you're a part of me
I can't quit relapsing
Fantastic contraption
And I'm closing up my eyes

They tell me my condition is incurable
They tell me that I need to take these drugs to numb the pain
Its days like this I just wish I could rewrite my history
But I must live with my mistakes

I'm on the last bend corner of my life
But I'm a morbid contortionist
In the fore-lids of my eyes
Who's the poor man performing in the light
What poor man enjoys the storm before flight
Unplugging the chord from the cortex of my own mind
So I can blow dry like my hopes tied to the clothes line
It's low tide and i'm so wise looking for the fix
But my own mind is so fried I don't even know where it is
Hold up my drawers are showing where the blow is sewed in
My only hope is I'm frozen comatose when the snowman kicks in
It's hitting and I'm ripped giving into submission
I bet you wish you did this
I bet you wish you'd give in
I bet you listen to my sick intentions
If my music is my own confession
And I'm confessing before I'm resting in the intersection
Its what the lord says will be repentance
And my confession will be forgiven
In the end so interesting

They tell me my condition is incurable
They tell me that I need to take these drugs to numb the pain
Its days like this, I just wish I could rewrite my history
But I must live with my mistakes