I mean at some point
You just gotta face those demons
Gotta be able to self reflect
And then self correct
I made a lot of mistakes I wasn't right
Couldn't even look at myself in the mirror sometimes
I know I fucked up alot
Damn it's hard for me to even start
Just understand everything I'm sayings from the heart
I wasn't always the man that you see here today
I thank God for the growth I came a long way
Made it so a few people couldn't even trust me
Disgusting bleeding on people who never cut me
It wasn't enough shoes women or jewelry
Cuz that shit was a mask just to hide my insecurities
Yall don't hear me I was out here really bubbling
As an artist as a man I was struggling
I wasn't righteous so I blocked my own blessings
Way too arrogant to find the essence in the lessons
One day I had to say stop this enough
Look in the mirror you toxic as fuck
Games I was playing got old like Atari
But I'm a different man that's why I can say that I'm sorry
Yeah I'm sorry
I just wanna say that I'm sorry
On my momma I'm sorry
I made a few mistakes and I'm sorry
Yeah I'm sorry
I just gotta say it I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I should be grateful that my mother still living
She live 10 minutes away and I ain't never visit
She hit me up I was ignoring the calls
And she ain't did nothing wrong I was emotionally scared
Naw that's a lie I just ain't wanna be bothered
And yeah we made peace but still distant from my father
Other time I could been spending with my daughter
That I just shut down I had to get it in order
Scared of real love used to dish it out in portions
And really sent women alone to get abortions
A real narcissist I was my only hero
Would self sabotage just to feed into my ego
One day I had to say stop this enough
You a clown you toxic as fuck
Lisa Wayne Shad Pat Ni and Ahmari
I'm a different man now that's why I can tell yall I'm sorry
Yeah I'm sorry
I just wanna say that I'm sorry
On my momma I'm sorry
I made a few mistakes and I'm sorry
Yeah I'm sorry
I just gotta say it I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I mean the goal now is just to be a better man than I was yesterday
Live with a open heart
Be a man of my word
I thank God that Sinatris from yesterday died