I was only thinking about you
And you were only thinking about you too
These cuts are deep, look what you do
Latch onto me, then cut me loose
It's 11pm, I remember that hotel
Said you'd never leave him, looks like that didn't go well
Put the cigarette out on my tongue
These scars will heal why won't love

So this the end forever
I hope to see you never
Like how is this reality
I wish not to have to be

I
Feel so dead inside
I wish that I could hide away
But looks like I am wide awake, again
Lie
Do that all the time
Girl I know that you didn't mean well
At least you'll get to see hell, with me

And I was with a new girl last night
Really thought that it was you I can't get that high
After all you've put me through, see through my eyes
When you've got nothing to lose, the abuse alright
Stay drunk, don't want to wake up
So I, keep taking these drugs
These pills, no longer strong enough
I don't, know now what you've become
Look in my eyes, say it's ok
Look in my eyes, say you're sorry
You would never say it cause you're love is a lie
No no we were never dating
You were the love of my life

But this happens every time
Why can I never get this right
Tell me you were in love, now you're not anymore
Your heart open like the door

I
Feel so dead inside
I wish that I could hide away
But looks like I am wide awake, again
Lie
Do that all the time
Girl I know that you didn't mean well
At least you'll get to see hell, with me