I remember looking out into the distance
For quite some time
I remember the feel of your hand on my shoulder
Trying to snap me out of it
I remember the kiss you gave me on the lips
It tasted like peppermint
I remember the way your hair went through my hand
As you lied on top of my chest
I remember how you used to love me so much
And now you don't

(Why did you leave
I don't understand)

As I lie on top of my couch
My heart broken
I thought about you
And I said to myself

I remember spacing out into the distance
For quite some time
I remember your hand on my shoulder
Trying to snap me out of it
I remember the kiss you gave me on the lips
I said it tasted like peppermint
I remember the way your hair went through my hand
When you lied on top of my chest
I remember the way you used to love me
And now you don't

(I wish I understood)

After I said that
I hated myself
I hated me so much
I wanted to die

I remember the way you teased me
Then kissed me again
I remember the way you jumped on my back
Giving me a heart attack
I remember the way you got mad at me
When I said something negative about myself
I remember when sad you cheered me up
That made me blush
I remember when you kissed me on the lips
It sometimes tasted like pumpkin
Why did you leave

I hate this feeling
I'm so sorry
I wish you told me
So we could have fixed this