You tryna hold me back, while I'm tryna hold it together
I never gave a shit, cause pissing em' off feel better
I'ma just smoke a lil' weed to feel better
I'ma just drink a lil' drink to feel better
Never thought I was gon' be like my pops
I'm numbing the pain with the ice and the Chivas
I don't even know how to feel man, I don't know
Shits crazy I don't know how to feel, I don't know what to feel
All this shit man, it comes with a price man
It's crazy
You tryna hold me back, while I'm tryna hold it together
I never gave a shit, cause pissing em' off feel better
I'ma just smoke a lil' weed to feel better
I'ma just drink a lil' drink to feel better
Never thought I was gon' be like my pops
I'm numbing the pain with the ice and the Chivas
I'ma big dog ain't no man in the middle
I'm working on healing but shit ain't that simple
Misunderstood ever since I was little
Maybe that's why when they talk I don't feel em'
Maybe that's why when they talk I don't hear em'
Niggas be pussy you know I don't fear em'
These niggas be faking I don't wanna' be near em'
Like what do you see when you look in the mirror
Everyone telling me, boy you should listen
If I had listened I'd be right there with ya'
I don't give a fuck bout' the houses and cars
I just wanna' stack up the bread with my niggas
I did what I did and she turned to a freak
I did what I did now she turned into me
I don't give a fuck bout' the day of the week
I just wanna' know if you playing with me
Where the fuck do you lay when you ain't laying with me
Where the fuck do you stay when you ain't staying with me
Nobody else should be hearing you breathe
Fuck out my face if you play i'ma leave
Know I might sound a lil' crazy my baby
But hope when you think you just think about me
Know I'm bipolar as fuck on the low
Real shit when you leave man I can't even breathe
Stuck in my head overthinking this shit like a mo'fucker
Man what the fuck wrong with me
Know I ain't tripping but sometimes I feel like I'm tripping
Whenever I try to be me
Crazy as fuck how these people try act like they know me
Just cause what they see on they screen
Fuck what they saying
I don't give a fuck bout' what they saying
They text me, I'll leave em' on seen
You tryna hold me back, while I'm tryna hold it together
I never gave a shit, cause pissing em' off feel better
I'ma just smoke a lil' weed to feel better
I'ma just drink a lil' drink to feel better
Never thought I was gon' be like my pops
I'm numbing the pain with the ice and the Chivas
I'ma big dog ain't no man in the middle
I'm working on healing but shit ain't that simple
Misunderstood ever since I was little
Maybe that's why when they talk I don't feel em'
Maybe that's why when they talk I don't hear em'
Niggas be pussy you know I don't fear em'
These niggas be faking don't wanna' be near em'
Like what do you see when you look in the mirror
I be singing, I be trapping, I be rapping too
I got bands, I got twenties, fifty's and them blues
Yeah, if you fucking with me then I'm fucking with you
Yeah, babe if you bust it for me then I'm busting for you
I'm in this bitch, I'm going crazy, I'm going dumb yeah
I don't even know where to look no more when I want some love yeah
Except my girl yeah, except my girl yeah
Yeah my babe my world yeah, woah
I got a dirty cup, I got some dirty drugs
I got a dirty heart, filled with some dirty love
I don't even know what's real, I don't even know what's real
I don't even know what to feel, yeah
You tryna hold me back, while I'm tryna hold it together
I never gave a shit, cause pissing em' off feel better
I'ma just smoke a lil' weed to feel better
I'ma just drink a lil' drink to feel better
Never thought I was gon' be like my pops
I'm numbing the pain with the ice and the Chivas
I'ma big dog ain't no man in the middle
I'm working on healing but shit ain't that simple
Misunderstood ever since I was little
Maybe that's why when they talk I don't feel em'
Maybe that's why when they talk I don't hear em'
Niggas be pussy you know I don't fear em'
These niggas be faking don't wanna' be near em'
Like what do you see when you look in the mirror
Woah
I can't ever seem to let you go
Yeah, yeah I had to let you know
Yeah, yeah I can't let you go
You tryna hold me back, while I'm tryna hold it together
I never gave a shit, cause pissing em' off feel better
I'ma just smoke a lil' weed to feel better
I'ma just drink a lil' drink to feel better
Never thought I was gon' be like my pops
I'm numbing the pain with the ice and the Chivas
I'ma big dog ain't no man in the middle
I'm working on healing but shit ain't that simple
Misunderstood ever since I was little
Maybe that's why when they talk I don't feel em'
Maybe that's why when they talk I don't hear em'
Niggas be pussy you know I don't fear em'
These niggas be faking don't wanna' be near em'
Like what do you see when you look in the mirror