Which way is up
Which way is down
So hard to know and I can't seem to tell
I'm scared that I might fall behind
How should I feel
And where do I start?
All this indecision will tear me apart
Hate the idea of wasting time

But I spend all my life
Talking myself out of it
Over and over again
Stunt myself before I try
As if I couldn't reach that high
Oh what a lie
Saying I don't care for it
Over and over again
If I keep it all in my mind
I'm only gonna lose
Standing in the crossfire

If we're all the same
And I'm enough
Then make it make sense
Why I'm searching for love
Somewhere that I don't feel alone
Lemme take a wrong turn
Then I'll get it right
And with every step I get closer each time
Knowing that all roads lead back home

But I spend all my life
Talking myself out of it
Over and over again
Stunt myself before I try
As if I couldn't reach that high
Oh what a lie
Saying I don't care for it
Over and over again
If I keep it all in my mind
I'm only gonna lose
Standing in the crossfire

With all the odds stacked against me
I'm taking this into my hands
Do all that I can
I'm not waiting
Anymore

I wont spend all my life
Talking myself out of it
Over and over again
Stunt myself before I try
As if I couldn't reach that high
Oh what a lie
Saying I don't care for it
Over and over again
If I keep it all in my mind
There's nothing left to prove
Standing in the crossfire

Standing in the crossfire
Standing in the crossfire