Living but am I alive
I'm so paralyzed
I'm so captive, I
Am tired of asking who am I
Who am I someone idk
Can't be saying I'm alone
Can't be saying I did it all on purpose when I know I lost control
I'm just trying to gain control in my life yeah you know
Making songs
Hoping someday to grow
Like the others that I know
But I know
They got their own problems they don't show
They got their problems they don't show

You only rap for a camera crew
You only rap when they coming through
You only rap when they loving you
You only rap so they talk to you

Judge their music based on the following they have
The most meaningful things aren't praised what's with that
Tell an artist this is what we want this is who you are so they can't change
Cuz if they do I wouldn't listen another day

We can't conform to the world so we could have success
Take us how we are promise I'm not at my best
This I know I'm not like the rest
Take what I want from life and put it into this

Living but am I alive
I'm so paralyzed
I'm so captive, I
Am tired of asking who am I
Who am I someone idk
Can't be saying I'm alone
Can't be saying I did it all on purpose when I know I lost control
I'm just trying to gain control in my life yeah you know
Making songs
Hoping someday to grow
Like the others that I know
But I know
They got their own problems they don't show
They got their problems they don't show

You only rap for a camera crew
You only rap when they coming through
You only rap when they loving you
You only rap so they talk to you

Do you really think we don't go out
And do things to take pics and post to make others jealous
Get some likes and comments to feel something that you relish
It's just selfish don't hate the internet but just get the premise
We want approval affection for the happiness we share
Some evidence online that people care
If we connect numbers with our lives
Then we will never be satisfied till we die
Till we die yeah

Living but am I alive
I'm so paralyzed
I'm so captive, I
Am tired of asking who am I
Who am I someone idk
Can't be saying I'm alone
Can't be saying I did it all on purpose when I know I lost control
I'm just trying to gain control in my life yeah you know
Making songs
Hoping someday to grow
Like the others that I know
But I know
They got their own problems they don't show
They got their problems they don't show

You only rap for a camera crew
You only rap when they coming through
You only rap when they loving you
You only rap so they talk to you