My whole life feels so new to me
I had to cut some people off cause they ain't do it for me
I had to drop some friends and family just to drop some more
My girl asked me what was wrong I told her I know
I feel so lost when I'm not working yeah my mind is hurting
I hate myself because of my past I was a shitty person
I hate myself cause I know that I'll never be perfect
I need time to myself but I'm too busy working
And I don't deserve it
Cause I haven't made it yet
When the time is perfect
Is when I'll handle all this stress
Till then yeah
Imma keep my head up, imma get my bread up and make sure that my family good
Make sure that my family good
Make sure that my homies good
Make sure that my girl good
Then I'll worry bout myself
Then Ill worthy bout my health
Then I'll worry bout everything else