Each year it feels so different
I used to walk in awe
The market, with tasty food
The cheers, with a joyous mood
But now it feels so different
Like nothing ever before
I'm older now, my minds a mess
Surrounded by, hate and depress

I made a promise to my younger self
That life will be one way
How do I face them on Christmas day?
That I'm not happy like an elf
The decorations don't give me the feel
Tinsel looks the same
I wish I could stare into a bauble
As some kind of magic heal

The happiness seems fake
How does the world keep on spinning
In chaos without a break

I need a moment to scream out until I rest
Maybe a walk will do, help me something to relax

Ho Ho Ho Hooo Merry Christmas
It's Christmas

Ho Ho Ho Hooo
Ho Ho Ho Hooo
Ho Ho Ho Hooo
Ho Ho Ho Hooo Merry Christmas

Ho Ho Ho Hooo
Ho Ho Ho Hooo
Ho Ho Ho Hooo
Ho Ho Ho Hooo

Ahhhhhhh
Don't let you sleep
The systems will kill you
Don't let you sleep
The systems will kill you
Wake up at 4
The clocks will just break you
Wake up at 5
There will be nothing new

Take a hint from me
I'd rather see a angel
Standing on the tree
It's much less painful
Tell bluey I'm sorry
Younger me can't take it
Tell bluey I'm sorry
I hope you can forgive it

It's Christmas time
Dinosaur in the snow
It's filled with hope
It's what we need to grow

It's Christmas time
Dinosaur in the snow
It's filled with hope
It's what we need to grow