Oh, I've been through Hell,
Got the devil on my shoulder and he's watching
Trying to keep me on the path of self-destruction, Oh, Oh
Oh I've been through Hell
Everyday I'm getting further from salvation
And I don't know if I'll ever see redemption, Oh, Oh,
Oh
Oh, I've been through hell, been walking through the flames
And it ain't hard to tell, but they still talking on my name
Trapped inside a cell, waiting for them to start the game
But since I ain't hear a bell, I fucked the world until it came
Just for monetary gain, now I'm dealing with the errors of my actions
Impactin' the peeps in my life, they reaction
Are stemmed from all my many repeat infractions
And still, I ain't change on the way that I was acting
The schemes and the tactics, the dreams I imagined
To get me ahead got me fiendin' like crackheads
Need cleaning like blackheads, this greed causin' backlash
Can't blame no one but me for this weak life I have, man
Chose to step in the game, even typed in my name
To be entered as my main with them real players
I've been the orchestrator of my own destruction
So it don't make sense for me to be a hater
Oh, I've been through Hell,
Got the devil on my shoulder and he's watching
Trying to keep me on the path of self-destruction, Oh, Oh
Oh I've been through Hell
Everyday I'm getting further from salvation
And I don't know if I'll ever see redemption, Oh, Oh,
Oh
Oh I've been through hell, the fire, the absence of chill
On a pyre, the burning, the blisters, the welts
Getting higher, the cinders, the smokin', the smell
I inspire, these higher rank demons from hell
Its like I fell in the well, like I was destined to fail
So I'm kinda compelled to dodge the rain and the hail
Should've stayed in that shell, instead of tryna prevail
Get a fresh breath of hell, when I try to inhale
And I can tell, it's getting stale, and I know that I should let it out
Better exhale, crack a window, get it out the house
But there I go leavin' that stale smoke inside my mouth
Fork in the road and I ain't never chose the better route
Chose to step in the game, even typed in my name
This time I entered this domain with a team too
I've been the orchestrator of my own destruction
So if you wanna know what I've been through
Oh, I've been through Hell,
Got the devil on my shoulder and he's watching
Trying to keep me on the path of self-destruction, Oh, Oh
Oh I've been through Hell
Everyday I'm getting further from salvation
And I don't know if I'll ever see redemption, Oh, Oh,
Oh