Heavily sedated from low inspiration
Due to people talking with no information
I’ve been craving substance
While abrasions seem to hang around
And make off in abundance
Guess it’s my reluctance to learning
Though it’s never been about what I’m earning
The look you give is concerning
‘Cause you can see I’ve been hurting
And wanna make a difference
Always knew that I could go the distance
Even when I battled with my ego and state of existence
Sitting in the shade where it’s easy to dismiss
Hiding from the heat
Lighter on my feet
Only focus now providing for my family to eat
So if ever I decide to sell my sanity for cheap
Who’s gonna be check me?
It’s impossible to get the whole world to respect me
But If I can make somebodies day then I’ve living correctly
Whether face first or indirectly
These are things I want immensely

Everything I need right here
Even when I don’t know where to go
Maybe there’s a lifeline near
Even when I don’t know where to go
I just move on
Even when I don’t know where to go
I just move on
Try to do my best while chasing the glow

feeling spurned let it burn as the tables turn
i try to tell my pops bout what i’m worth not what i earn (all is forgiven)
they wanna see me pilloried but i can’t be imprisoned
i’m too behind the bars to begin with to ever fit their description or fill prescriptions all i need is a remedy
but not a pill or whatever the kids are smoking these days
been going through it this year and it doesn’t ease things so i’m left hoping
that another conversation with the man in the mirror will help me see things clearer or see the curtain closing
all black for my cousin’s passing but that moment wasn’t token i just take it as a token of my growth and then i go in
who knows where this road is going
foot up on the gas i’m not showing signs of slowing
down so if you come around
and look me in my eyes then i’ll know that i’ll have found