You cut the line too short
Never able to reach my goal
I've lost all control

Appearances are shallow
Hiding in the shadows
If I cannot find a place to be
Then I'll be lost at sea

Bring me back my home, my home
Cause justifying my emotions is long gone
Pushing me out till I'm alone, I'm alone
Finding the light when there's no dawn

Pain
Came to me like a friend

Rain
Doesn't wash away
I'm drinking sorrows like champagne

Drawing the curtains from where I stand
It wasn't planned
But I cannot stand this pain I face everyday and it's to the point I wish someone would just grab my own hand

Wake me up from this nightmare
Wake me up from this fever dream
It seems so real
And it's real

Lost my inhibitions
Stuck in my positions
Panic attacks pull me back without my permission
Impossible to fight back
When it's fading to black
S.O.S, save me cause I'm a wreck

I'm in the dark
Someone save me
It is so stark
I'm on my knees

Can you hear me?
Slowly slipping
I cannot see
I am quitting