Yea I'm faded again but can you really blame me
I lost it again but are you surprised
Yea we'll try real hard but at the end of the day
We'll fall a lot harder then will I be the one who got away
Lucky for you I'll never be far
And you know the sky isn't hard to find
Now I clear away the smoke and wonder how I'm still alive
I will break a girls heart in an attempt to repair mine
Cause all I said to myself was
why would you lose you
And how could you be someone
That would hate to be in your shoes
Now I'm a drunk in the backyard
I'm a fiend on the floor of his room
I'm a loser try to lose the last part of himself
Now it's slow walks talking about you
And slow talks trying to find out
I lost it all tryna find myself
Now anyone can see that I'm not you anymore
I know what your thinking, how'd it get this bad
I drink to forget and smoke till I'm numb
Was a boy with a voice that never got a say
Don't wanna be remembered as someone that lost they're way
Cause all I said to myself was
why would you lose you
And how could you be someone
That would hate to be in your shoes
Now I'm a drunk in the backyard
I'm a fiend on the floor of his room
I'm a loser try to lose the last part of himself
Now it's slow walks talking about you
And slow talks trying to find out
I lost it all tryna find myself
Now anyone can see that I'm not you anymore