I can't rely on anyone but myself to get me through this
Get me through this
I can't deny I wanna be somewhere else but I can' control it
Can't control it, no

I got excited when you told me that you wanted to be with me
All my fantasies, all were coming true
It didn't last long, did it? I wanted to believe you
I've been so hurt in the past
I thought that things would change, but I got it all wrong
And I got in my head, that something's wrong with me
I'll never find my true love
Gas lighted, I know it
I can't believe a word you say, I know it's all been fabricated
Master manipulator, I can't blame myself no more
I see through all your lies, all your lies

I can't rely on anyone but myself to get me through this
Get me through this
I can't deny I wanna be somewhere else but I can' control it
Can't control it, no

Never knew how hard it would be to let go, is it my fault
Guess I was scared to be alone, even after I found out
Sometimes my best ain't enough but I can't stop now, gotta dig it out
Work through these feelings, I can't find no meaning
You were so demeaning it changed my whole mind
I hit rewind, I wish I could record over the scars in my mind
I wish we could redo all of the things we've been through like one more time
I keep on blaming myself, keep on blaming myself
Even though I know that it's not true
It's not me, it's you, and I can prove it
Oh yes I can, but that won't change it
Won't change at all

I can't rely on anyone but myself to get me through this
Get me through this
I can't deny I wanna be somewhere else but I can' control it
Can't control it, no