I been tryna find a way just to numb my pain
I been tryna find a way just to move away
(I'm losing my mind, losing my mind in silence)
(I'm losing my mind, losing my mind in silence)

I been tryna find a way just to numb my pain
I been tryna find a way just to move away
I been feelin like I'm drowning almost everyday
I don't think that I can make it God please pave the way
So dark I can't see the Light
Oh I think I might
Lose my mind if I don't get any sleep tonight
I feel so dead inside
I feel so dead inside
I feel so dead inside
I feel so dead inside

Feel like I'm trapped in a maze with no exit
Hearing these voices they laced with deception
I can't listen cause they block out the blessings
My time coming I can feel it no pressure
She say she love me tell her find some one better
My Bm hate me somehow me tell her I love
(Yeah)
I'm stuck in this love cycle
I don't know why this shits so vital
Yeah yeah
I'm going viral
And i won't stop until I reach the top I'm on it
On my mama
Bitch I been grinding I won't stop ain't no sleeping I been up for days
Countin all this gualla gotta put that shit right away
Put it in the safe I'm stacking up for a rainy day
They won't get no days up outta me not no county day
I swear to god I swear to god I tote my rod
If you really want them problems I'll send you to your guys let you meet your god
Give no fuck bitch I'm really ona rise and they can't stop me swear to god I been grinding all my life

I been tryna find a way just to numb my pain
I been tryna find a way just to move away
I been feelin like I'm drowning almost everyday
I don't think that I can make it God please pave the way
So dark I can't see the Light
Oh I think I might
Lose my mind if I dont get any sleep tonight
I feel so dead inside
I feel so dead inside
Yea
Ohhhhh

I look down on the concrete in hopes of a rose
Each night I'm closer to overdose
My heart is cold and my chain it be froze
She see I'm lit and she lovin my glow
I got a ghost turn him into a ghost
Totin these lighters turn him to a roach
That boy a hater but also he broke
I'll have his hoe spinning just like a globe

And she won't tell him a thing
I fuck that hoe in Celine
Glock 17 done fell out my jeans
If u my g don't make me rethink
I trust nobody as much as I blink
I had a dream I died in my sleep
Woke up I couldn't move I couldn't breath, naw
Yea
Yea
So lately I been feelin dead inside
If he get on my nerve might have to spray him down like pesticide
Grindin right off the curb i was so broke I barely slept inside
Now I'm paid like the first bury with me with the racks in a hurst

I been tryna find a way just to numb my pain
I been tryna find a way just to move away
I been feelin like I'm drowning almost everyday
I don't think that I can make it God please pave the way
So dark I can't see the Light
Oh I think I might
Lose my mind if I dont sleep tonight
I feel so dead inside
I feel so dead inside
I feel so dead inside
I feel so dead inside