I used to be happy
I used to be so fucking happy
All the fucking time
I don’t know what’s wrong with myself
The sadness is consuming me
Distorting my reality
All I see is misery
Can it be?
I think there’s something wrong with me

All my life I feared
All these monsters in my head
But now I see
The monster in my head is
Me

In the end there’s always pain
And I will carve my pain into your skin
Like nails into the flesh

I will poison your mind
Like a parasite

Like a parasite
Like a parasite
I eats me up
It spits me out
I have no choice
And no way out