I'm no attention seeker
I know sometimes I get all confused but I'm no seeker
I'm not crazy I just see things in a different picture
Scriptures that I've written tryna
Understand this killer, Tryna defeat all these demons
Some need to understand
I'm not as strong as I was before
And any day at any state I could just fall flat on the floor
I don't day dream anymore, I can't
I don't just smile for no reason like before
My happiness now lasts for three minutes or four
Tears, Well tears always, Always pour
They don't drop they flow
This depression will make you feel so unworthy and stupid
I hate the person I've become
I regret every step I take and
Every decision I make turns to a mistake
I can't do anything right
Hearts are all gonna break
I guess I can never be enough, Better give them a break
Listen you need to understand
I just need you to listen to me and
Hold my hand, Don't act like you understand
Don't hold my hand if you pretend
I hardly trust I used to laugh
My heart used to be a heart
Now its rusted
It got blown away by the wind like dust
Why is it that everytime I think I gotta cry ha
Why can't they accept who I am so
I always gotta lie

This is why I should never be alone
I could end up taking my own life
Scars on my wrists
Through you blood still drips
Sleeping pills, Sleeping pills and some weed
I swear, I swear that's all I need or
Or a power button, Yeah I'd switch myself off for months
Or weeks or years, I gotta
I gotta get out of here, I
Hide from their faces I tried to ignore their words
Because that is my worst fear
I don't wanna know what they gotta say
Depression is real and words can kill
I'm very sensitive
Either be in my life or don't be in my life
Just know I always cry when I fail
I just need my happy self back
That's all I'm asking for, That's
That's all that I need

Vuyolwethu bamb'isandla sam ntombazana
Umhlab'uyahlaba ku buhlung uk'nyamezela (Ku buhlung uk'nyamezela)
Kodw' uliqhailya yethu
Suba ne'cala xiyazana
sizophuma kula magyathanga wo mhlaba

Kwod'abazali bathi nyamelezela (Nyamezela)
Aba'siboni siyaphela (Siyaphela)
Khanisibonise indlela
Ngoba lena inameva

Suku ne mini siyaphela (Siyaphela)
Ku mdali siya'ncenceza (Siya'ncenceza)
Oyin'intoni na
Xa besenzeni na

Vuyolwethu bamb'isandla sam ntombazana
Umhlab'uyahlaba ku buhlung uk'nyamezela (Ku buhlung uk'nyamezela)
Kodw' uliqhailya yethu
Suba ne'cala xiyazana
sizophuma kula magyathanga wo mhlaba

Kwod'abazali bathi nyamelezela (Nyamezela)
Aba'siboni siyaphela (Siyaphela)
Khanisibonise indlela
Ngoba yona inameva

Suku ne mini siyaphela (Siyaphela)
Ku mdali siya'ncenceza (Siya'ncenceza)
Oyin'intoni na
Xa besenzeni na

Vuyolwethu bamb'isandla sam ntombazana
Umhlab'uyahlaba ku buhlung uk'nyamezela
Kodw' uliqhailya yethu
Suba ne'cala xiyazana
Sizophuma kula magyathanga wo mhlaba