I've been going to the water, its colder
My reflection drowns beneath me
And what a shame I don't believe in Sherlock Holmes
Because I would sure like him to read me
And tell me who I am
Cause I don't know her
And tell me what I want
So I could go there
Cause growing up's been a little less exponential
Than I thought its just lonely nights and wasted potential
And I've got to believe its taking me somewhere
But I don't, I don't
Stargazing at the ceiling, I'm not healing
I forget to wish on birthday cakes
And I write love songs about feelings, I'm not feeling
And they all sound the same
Cause growing up's been a little less exponential
Than I thought its just lonely nights and wasted potential
And I've got to believe its taking me somewhere
But I don't, I don't
And what if I'm just wishing my time away
What if I wake up and I'm grown one day
And I still don't know what I'm trying to say
Cause growing up has been a little less exponential than I thought
It's just losing faith and wasting potential
And I've got to believe its taking me somewhere
But I don't, I don't