I'm lost in a maze of confusion,
My heart heavy with rejection's bruise.
Every step I take, a dead end,
An invisible wall that I can't seem to mend.

Why am I not enough?
What is it that I lack?
I search for answers, but they're nowhere to be found,
Trapped in a cycle, going round and round.

I've poured my soul into every attempt,
Laid bare my vulnerabilities, my deepest lament.
But like a fortress, their heart remains closed,
No matter how much I knock, no matter how much I'm exposed.

Why am I not enough?
What is it that I lack?
I search for answers, but they're nowhere to be found,
Trapped in a cycle, going round and round.

I've questioned my worth, dissected my every flaw,
But the reasons elude me, like mist in the raw.
Am I too broken, too flawed to be loved?
Or is it something else that I've yet to uncover?

I'm tired of being turned away,
Of feeling like an outsider in every way.
I crave connection, a place where I belong,
But it seems like that dream is forever gone.

Why am I not enough?
What is it that I lack?
I search for answers, but they're nowhere to be found,
Trapped in a cycle, going round and round