How would you feel if they told you that you were not enough
I done been crossed by my closest people
And the only thing I seeked was yo’ touch
Late at night I’m up getting high can’t get no sleep
In the rain you don’t know that pain
I ain’t had a thing heal my pain
Heal me bae I done looked inside that mirror
And I don’t recognize me
I've been popping Xanax to help me with the healing
I gave you all my time girl that was a privilege
moving on now all I do is sit and wait for better days
could use a break every night I say a prayer
And if you my dawg keep it solid locked in i’ma ride for ya’
Roll my problems in this back wood then look up to the sky
posted on the hood bummy I couldn’t even buy food
Still got all these darkest memories laying deeply inside
Been off these pills since my nigga rocky died and left from here
Now that my granny gone
These mother fuckers prolly’ gun’ end up killing me
Take me ‘way from here
You out yo’ mind using them pills to stay in line
My nigga is you feeling me
Is there anyone out there listening
Stare at myself in the mirror can tell when it’s close to my end
Is there anyone out there listening
Stare at myself in the mirror can tell when it’s close to my end
How would you feel if they told you that you were not enough
I done been crossed by my closest people
And the only thing I seeked was yo’ touch
Late at night I’m up getting high can’t get no sleep
In the rain you don’t know that pain
I ain’t had a thing heal my pain
Heal me bae I done looked inside that mirror
And I don’t recognize me
Trauma fuck with my mind
hard to focus on bettering mine
I ain’t tryna hear no fucking lies
Nigga just tell me you ain’t feeling me
Don’t need a soul pretending on my side
Tired of guessing, stressing, feeling insecurities
Always in self question
I searched for a blessing but never get it
Had to get up and better my life
As a young nigga feeling everybody against me
Got some pain but I’m still surviving
At times I think about it and get to feeling violence
Cause everyone I ever loved either leave me or end up dying
Feeling strange
think them pills I been taking on the low making my body change
Use to be a track star but momma I don’t know if ima win this race