Pictures, visions and scenes
And they're repeating constantly
What if? What for? Why?
A sea of open questions in my mind

I close my eyes and leave myself
Inhale, exhale
And drift away into the void

Brick by brick I'm getting trapped
These walls choke the fire in my chest
I'm getting numb, my will fades away
Everywhere I roam, all i see is grey

An ominous undertow prevails
It restrains, it detains
My will to be

So I talk
Idle glance
To myself
Absentness

Wakeful nights
Gnashing teeth
Stop my thoughts controlling me

Me!

Delusions of lunacy
Distress my peace
And make me see
Myself decease

Weak and drained I drift through days
Dark thoughts keeping me awake
Nothing satisfies my longings
A speechless voice leads the way

The noose, the blade are frightening me
Can I resist the urge? Can I control myself?

So I talk
Idle glance
To myself
Absentness

Wakeful nights
Gnashing teeth
Stop my thoughts controlling me

So I talk
Idle glance
To myself
Absentness

Wakeful nights
Gnashing teeth
Stop my thoughts controlling me