I know I should be running toward the light
But the darkness hides my pain out of sight
I feel that what I'm doing isn't right
Yet I don't have any strength left to fight
I just wanna say everything's fine
But inside I know it's not fine
I'm hiding in the darkness
I'm running from my weakness
Pondering all my wrongness
Sitting here in restlessness
In my head I think I'm about to die
And I just want to sit right here and sigh
I used to live a life that's one big lie
Now all I do is contemplate and cry
I just wanna say everything's fine
But inside I know it's not fine
I'm hiding in the darkness
I'm running from my weakness
Pondering all my wrongness
Sitting here in restlessness
Now I'm stuck here hour after hour
Still alive but I have no power
My hope is crumbling like a tower
As all I ever do is just cower
Oh I'm stuck here hour after hour
Still alive but I have no power
My hope is crumbling like a tower
As all I ever do is just cower
I'm hiding in the darkness
I'm running from my weakness
Pondering all my wrongness
Sitting here in restlessness
I'm running to the darkness
I'm hiding from my weakness
Thinking about all my wrongness
Crying here in restlessness