Hold on a little longer

Hold on a little longer
Mirtazapine
So high on pain but maybe
I'm falling

Cope with this life better as a psychopath
Forgot why all this matters like I'm walking dead
If I can't feel those feels I might snap
And end shit in a blood bath
Oblivious to the pain when the meds hit
The hatred in my veins and the madness
If existence is a victory, there's no battle to be fought
If a life in daze means peace
I want war

When I wake up I'm inside a nightmare
Watch me slowly fading like I'm not there
Still I fucking take it like I don't care
Tell my drowsy brain to wake the fuck up

Got a nosebleed
Devil on my shoulder says I barely got a whole week
Yeah ah yeah

I love what will destroy me
Take a pill for my brain
Coz it's all not so bad when you're dead yeah ja
They love to see you falling
I'm as sad as my past, got no one here to hold me

Mirtazapine
Yeah you only love me not in my dreams Hold on a little longer
Hold on a little longer
Mirtazapine
When I'm lucid, when I see
Hold on a little longer ah
On a little longer

In a state of awareness when I sleep
Take a pill to forget what I've seen
Fix me, oh Mirtazapine
When I wake up in the morning it was just a dream"