I always been the type to
Carry weight on my back and never let loose
All these people throwing stress on me like I’m their pack mule
But I’m not that dude
It’s all dirty laundry, maybe I just need new
Cause I got
Places to be
People to see
Hands to shake
So I need a clean head space
And I know
I got a lot of clean up to do on my own
On my own

So Imma turn this life around
No one gets up without feeling down
Change the locks on my doors
Bye to the mess we made
Lifting off all the weight
Now I can see better days

Already jumped off the deep end
I drove around the country with my demons
Went through cold ass summers
Heart was freezing
That ain’t where I thought I’d be
Got preached to by my company
Now I’m busy cutting toxic friendships
Cutting guest lists
And you can hate me
At least I’m cleaning up this mess
At least I’m cleaning up this mess

I always been the type too
Never slow down
Kept the ship afloat, plugged the holes, still drowned
So now I’m falling asleep with no one by me
But feeling better knowing that the wrong one ain’t beside me
Messed around for too long
Too old for that
Put myself here, I’m at fault for that
Facing all the music
But that lady ain’t sing to me yet
No she ain’t sing yet no

So Imma turn this life around
No one gets up without feeling down
Changed the locks on my doors
Bye to the mess we made
Lifting off all the weight
Now I can see better days

Already jumped off the deep end
I drove around the country with my demons
Went through cold ass summers
Heart was freezing
That ain’t where I thought I’d be
Got preached to by my company
Now I’m busy cutting toxic friendships
Cutting guest lists
And you can hate me
At least I’m cleaning up this mess
Least I’m cleaning up this mess

Never gonna be
Never gonna be
Never gonna be
The one to make me leave a mess
I can’t live like this
Waking up with ease
Waking up to see
Taking deep breaths
Seeing the world for what it is
I’m ten toes down again
No mess no mess