I don't know why I still care
I can see your face everywhere
When I close my eyes and try to sleep
You've got a hold on me

I can't
Remember
You're gone
September
When will
You come back home

I try to run, I try to hide
But I can see the truth in your eyes
Medications running low and blue
cll I need is
You

I can't
Remember
You're gone
September
When will
You come back home

Oh honestly to make me breathe
Is all I need
But I'm hung up on
How you taste
c wasted space
In my bed I'm not
Letting you go

Pictures and paintings and cracks in the wall
I don't think you ever liked me at all but you
Hate when I leave and I hate when you call
Don't have the willpower I always crawl back to
You
cnd break my face, you're just a
Mistake
I love to make, can I find a
Place
Where I can think
It feels like I'm always dying