I want to be better
I want to be new
Just healthier and fitter
Than the one next to you
Praying to every god of every goddamn book
All the money, the fame, and the guru in your frame

And I'm racing a stranger I never met,
Hoping to win a prize that I'll never get.
And I seek the great enlightenment,
But do I really though?

And I freeze
Fight or flight don't mean no shit to me

And I
I keep looking for something
As if there's something
Something more that I need
And I
I keep looking for something
As if there's something
Something more that I need

My instincts kick in
At any random time
A goddamn impulse
Sometimes to fight,
Most times to get the fuck away from here

And even God was once a mother too
I paint her red
I paint her red
I guess she fucked up raising her children in a healthy way

And I freeze
Fight or flight don't mean no shit to me

And I
I keep looking for something
As if there's something
Something more that I need
And I
I keep looking for something
As if there's something
Something more that I need

No heaven, no hell was ever good enough for me
No heaven, no hell was ever good enough for me
No heaven, no hell was ever good enough for me
No heaven, no hell was ever good enough for me

And I watch the seagull down by the water,
Eating from our crumbs
And shitting on the floor
It hovers, it moves, it waits, and it is.
And yet, while we sleep,
It seeks the comfort we've built

I, I keep looking for something
I, I keep looking for something
As if there's something
Something more that I need