I can’t live here
Not with this emptiness inside
Not with this fear

Of something missing
I’m so scared of not inhalin’ fully
I’m terrified real life’s passing me by
Every indecisive moment
My anxiety is growin’
How do I know I am doin’ it right

I can’t waste my time
How can I feel fine
Can’t be satisfied
Why can’t I just be enough

I can’t live here
Not with this baggage on my back
Not in my dreams

Runnin’ away, escapin’
Whenever I can I’m takin’
Exits to the place I’m supposed to be in
Hollow chest and hollow veins
Can’t imagine sun when it rains
My body’s movin differently than my brain

I don’t know how to live,
live without anxiety
without immense pile of emotions glued to my neck
I’ll try to think after another panic attack

Maybe then I’ll be back
Maybe then I’ll be back
Maybe then I’ll be back
Maybe then I’ll be back