I need to put away my anger
Ain't no reason for us fighting at topanga
She like, shit is washed we gotta go and get a hanger
If I don't we might just put ourselves in danger
(Its 2 cold, man it's 2cold for real)
But it's the way of the world
You know that I wanna lay with you girl
I grew out from the dirt n soil
Why you blaming me girl ?
I was only trynna change up your world
You needed it I got that for you
It's more than fame in the world
No more promises I'm blaming you girl
Cause you were just a god damn fling
N now I'm turnt of little shit don't need a god damn thing
I got careers to build man I don't need a god damn ring
I feel independently focused
My career is heating you know this
My first concert I was like oh shit
From the valley but still I'm goated
I wish you could be here
But you ain't notice
(I wish you could be here)
(Girl you ain't notice)
(I just wanted you to notice)
But it's the way of the land
I can't talk right now I'm holding these bands
So much money that my counter gon jam
It's in the palm of my hand
Count it up n then I do it again
Like fuck am I gon do w these bands
I got a spending addiction
Run it up but then I blew it again
Trynna substitute the feeling of friends
I know you see that I'm winning
But I'm so lost eternally
Love you when I can I know you happy when it's urgency
Bitches think they're curving me
Later on life they see the hype n wanna work with me
Turn they ass to plastic after that she screaming birkin me
Like she ain't even trynna wait three months after the surgery
Man these bitches irking me
That cold shoulder that they giving me was so damn low
Now I'm blowing up n pulling strings just like a banjo
Don't understand you need some money make a plan bro
For all time I struggled man that shit made me a man hoe
For real
I don't even know what to feel
(Yeah)
I need help deciding what is real
Independent winning got me screaming fuck a deal
Making bigger moves in silence cause I'm knowing how to steer
Big table with my niggas with eating duck
Pardon me I hardly have time for eating lunch
Let's celebrate the times when mama couldn't scrape a buck
Had no fucking babysitter roaches watching me grow up
But I don't even know how to feel
I don't even know what is real
Independent winning got me screaming fuck a deal
Ion know what to feel
I feel independently focused
I'm so independently focused