Deep
Deep deep deep deep deep
Dog, this shit deep

Tell me how you pose' to feel
When a nigga thats yo potnuh,
Kill a nigga thats yo potnuh,
I’m talking bout a nigga you'll cry for
And know you pose' to ride for but you luove this nigga too
With all yo heart,
And when tomorrow start,
It take over all ya thoughts
If it was anybody else you woulda been stepped
Keep a straight face, but inside start to fall apart
I be accepting shit now that when I was small I fought
When we was 21 fuck, we thought we all was smart
I wish the young me had my number and uh call to talk,
I’d tell him life gon' turn you into what they call a shark
I bet if you could take a look inside a baller heart,
His emotions locked in a safe behind a wall of art
Never stand down, shit that’s what we all was taugh
But tomorrow brought the fact
That its some shit we all can't be,
It ain’t my fault yet they all blame me

All the pressure and the pain,
I been stressin' for a long time,
All the the lies that, I can’t make facts
All the things that, I can’t take back
Lookin' at what I becaaaa-aammeee,
I'm a monster in my own mind (own mind)
I ain't scared to say I ain’t shit
if I fucked up dog I take ma lick

I done seen niggas that I share blood with switch
And niggas aint even kin to me keep it solid than a bitch
Define love (unhh)
Is it just a emotion that'll get you killed
Like the petals on dead flowers ya heart'll start to wilt
That shit hit you like body blows
Until you start to tilt
A scorned woman coming to take everything that you built
Niggas acting like bitches and that’s how blood get spilled
Lose everything outta that bank account that you filled (filled-filled)
Putting yo life on the line
Falling out with yo dog risking penitentiary time
When I’m…
Contemplating putting that pistol to my head
To X certain memories out my mind
I wonder if I was locked in this maze by design
I probably ignored it whenever God sent a sign
So if I tell you that I’m a victim I'll be lying
It ain’t nobody fault but mine

All the pressure and the pain,
I been stressin' for a long time,
All the the lies that, I can’t make facts
All the things that, I can’t take back
Lookin' at what I becaaaa-aammeee,
I'm a monster in my own mind (own mind)
I ain't scared to say I ain’t shit
if I fucked up dog I take ma lick

Tryna keep a woman happy is a dummy move
When you in love then you walking in a dummy shoes
Maybe its just me
And my perception of self, just ain’t what everybody else
See when I'm in they vision but what if everybody felt
My pain, I asked God last night when I knelt,
Why it ended like this, these the cards I was dealt
So when I take flight, presence ain’t no longer felt
Not to be seen again, until my body get smelled
Know I’m free from depression, all these L’s under my belt
Understand my pride wouldn’t let me ask for help
Understand my side, I couldn’t see past the guilt
And I lost control of this monster that I built