I just watch it fade away
It's gettin cold and I
I am getting old and I always got to pay
So I just
Watch it fade away
Playin in the snow Till it all turns grey

Cigarette bus stop burn my lungs
My hair is a mess and I think I've come undone
I saw it coming. Yeah, I saw every thorn.
But that doesn't change the fact I'm wearing clothes already worn
Beatin an used and overly abused
Myself doubt just trying to figure it out
My thoughts stuck inside my mind
The prison that blinds and binds
My heads, the only place I feel safe
When disillusion will take your mind, I meditate

I just watch it fade away
I am getting old and I always got to pay
So I just
Watch it fade away
Playing in the snow till it all turns gray

I used to play in the snow just to show my mom and my dad I'm alright
But I'm not alright no