Why am I not good enough to cry?
Why do you shrug your shoulders every time
You know it's gonna cut so deep inside?
Wish I could spread my wings and learn to fly
Question every action and reason why
Do I need serotonin to get by?

Mind, don't let me down again

Everything under the sun feels like a stranger
The season has changed, not the same now that I'm getting older
Feelings are real but I'm numb to the words of a prayer
The lights are still on but I wonder if I'm still here

Cracks in the glass that spits like broken scars
Wondering where we go and who we are
Watching all the worries hit me fast
Deep ties to everything I thought was home
Walking like the wounded only know
Waiting for my world to self-explode

Why does it hurt even if it doesn't?

Everything under the sun feels like a stranger
The season has changed, not the same now that I'm getting older
Feelings are real but I'm numb to the words of a prayer
The lights are still on but I wonder if I'm still here

And the big girl in the corner
I wish somebody would warn her
'Cause assault just doesn't come with an excuse
I just felt so transparent
All my thoughts become unpleasant
I was like an open window to abuse

Everything under the sun feels like a stranger
The season has changed, not the same now that I'm getting older
Feelings are real but I'm numb to the words of a prayer
The lights are still on but I wonder if I'm still here

Everything under the sun feels like a stranger to me