If I'm being honest I'm just insecure
Never felt so good alone on the floor
Drowning in my thoughts but I can't ignore
That I think I kind of like it
I gotta feeling maybe I should give it up
I know I know how but I don't wanna stop
Wishing that it's over but it ain't enough
Cause I think I kind of like it

I wish I could just tell myself to stop
Let go of all those things that I'm not
Remember who I was I forgot
I forgot

The best part of me always knew
The things that I need the things I shouldn't do
But who am I? Can't deny the fact I didn't try at all

The best part of me always knew
The best part of me always knew

Comfortable living with anxiety
The voices keep telling me I'm not pretty
I ruin good things cause I feel guilty
When I'm happy do you like it

I wish I could just tell myself to stop
Let go of all those things that I'm not
Remember who I was I forgot
I forgot

The best part of me always knew
The things that I need the things I shouldn't do
But who am I? Can't deny the fact I didn't try at all
The best part of me put up a good fight
I can't really see I'm stuck on the other side
Who am I? Can't deny the fact I didn't try at all

The best part of me always knew
The best part of me always knew

I know I could let go
But something keeps holding me down
I wish I didn't know
That I could pull myself off the ground
Its funny how it goes
Now nothing is holding me down
cnd now I think I know
cnd now I think I know

That the best part of me always knew
The things that I need the things I shouldn't do
But who am I? Can't deny the fact I didn't try at all
But the best part of me put up a good fight
I can't really see I'm stuck on the other side
Who am I? Can't deny the fact I didn't try at all

The best part of me always knew
But the best part of me always knew

I know I could let go
Now nothing is holding me down
It's funny how it goes
cnd now I think I know