I find it strange
Thoughts I have in the dark
Every dream and desire leads me to your door

Nothing here could ever be new anymore
I just feel all the same things I felt
Many years before

So where is the fun in all of this?
Is it something I said
Something I might have missed
Is there somebody out there
Who could show me how to exist?
Is it something I said
Something I might have missed

All of the lies I was told
Never felt that bad
Being young, and alive, and in way over my head
Nothing comes close
And nothing is farther than that
So I’ll stay here, dig my grave, and repent

But where is the fun in all of that?
Is it something I said
Is it something that made me forget?
Isn’t somebody out there
Who could show me how to forgive
Maybe it’s who I am
And there is no right way to live

All I can do is be mindful and true
To who I am alone
All I can do is keep my head up
And swallow it down alone

Get you out of my life
But baby I want you around
Well, I’m losing a friend now
Hoping my soul can be found

I am losing a friend now
Maybe my soul can be found