I haven't been home in a while
No, I'm not talking doors or the tiles
I'm talking your bones and your smile
I haven't been home in a while (home in a while)
I know my love
I know my problem
I know my problem
I just haven't been home in a while
I know
That I should've said sorry
I'm at the wrong party
I didn't know you'd call me
You know, that I'm never really like this
Brain said fuck this
All they do is talk shit
I know my love, love, love
I know my problem
My problem
I know my problem
I just haven't been home in a while
Dopamine I have it but I also kind of lack it
Do the same damn shit I got a lot of bad habits, but my madness is what happens when
I'm writing when I'm rapping when I'm fighting when they clapping,
They got no clue of my sadness
Misdemeanor ain't a trend I'll be healing till the end
Got my thoughts locked up like I'm wheeling with the feds
I need stitches in my head like I'm Frankie with a thread
I should talk about it fuck it, I'll distract myself instead
So fly bet you'll see me in the cockpit (go, go)
So high only see me when the drop hits (drop)
My demise I could feel it I should stop this (I should stop this)
Where'd it go my expressive catharsis (where'd it go)
Where's Mini I ain't seen him in while (in a while)
What's the meaning I don't get it all the time (all the time)
What's that feeling are you healing when you smile
Give em hope tell a joke they ain't heard one in a while (let's go)
Knock Knock I just need somewhere to be
Really I needed to speak to someone emotionally
Cuz I'm tired of being dazed and my days being nights
I said maybe it's a phase maybe I'm not all right
Maybe you'll see what's left once I do what's right
Maybe I'll run away cuz I'm scared of the light
Maybe I'm not ok maybe I'm lost in life maybe we're all afraid maybe we're lost tonight
I haven't been home in a while
No, I'm not talking doors or the tiles
I'm talking your bones and your smile
I haven't been home in a while
I haven't been home in a while
No, I'm not talking doors or the tiles
I'm talking your bones and your smile
I haven't been home in a while ey
Home in a while say
I know my love
I know my problem
I know my problem
I just haven't been home in a while
I know
That I should've said sorry
I'm at the wrong party
I didn't know you'd call me
You know, that I'm never really like this
Brain said fuck this
All they do is talk shit
I know my love, love, love
I know my problem
My problem
I know my problem
I just haven't been home in a while
Chasing me chevy, community betting
Bout to change the game but the pressure's getting heavy
Lectures in my mind ye they keep me steady
I fall behind b, I'm just like confetti
Don't blow me up, I am not ready
Caution to the wind, gone like I'm Hedley
Where do we begin, I don't wanna sin
I don't wanna win, that's a highway to hell b
I know my love
I know my problem
I know my problem
I just haven't been home in a while