Hating you
Never was the plan
'Til I knew that
You actually were that kind of man

He never really stood there for me
It was a waste of time
Your momma even warned me
'My boy has a toxic behavior'

I should've listened
Instead of believing your eyes
They always told me that cheating
Was something from the past

Yes, I changed, I do meditation
No, you don't, you need a prescription
Doctor says I'm losing my mind
Believing in your fucking lies
Now I know, you were actually doing
The things you told me I couldn't
I can't believe I stayed by your side
Thinking we could fix this every single time

You don't really get it
It's time for you to grow up
The last time you met me
You asked me 'Why did you give up?'
(You really don't know?)
Always jealous, selfish, careless
Messing my broken soul
I don't think i have to
Explain it again through the phone

I should've listened
Instead of believing your eyes
(Damn, your eyes)
They always told me that cheating
Was something from the past

Yes, I changed, I do meditation
No, you don't, you need a prescription
Doctor says I'm losing my mind
Believing in your fucking lies
Now I know, you were actually doing
The things you told me I couldn't
I can't believe I stayed by your side
Thinking we could fix this every single time

'Til I knew you weren't good for my skin
'Til I knew it was a perfect mistake
'Til I knew, I should've walked away
Now I know where i have to begin
Now I know I'm coming back to myself
Now I know what I really deserve
Oh, oh, oh
Yes, I changed, I do meditation
No, you don't, you need a prescription
Doctor says I'm losing my mind
Believing in your fucking lies
Now I know, you were actually doing
The things you told me I couldn't
I can't believe I stayed by your side
Thinking we could fix this every single time