Did I fall away from God?
Or did he fall away from me?
I internalized myself and became all I chose not to be.

It's a cascade of doubt, that runs my vision.
It's a moment of self, that makes the division.

I could've turned back and went the other way.
But my gut told me where the cards needed to lay.

It's a second of relief.
It's the to gun to my teeth.

it's an underlying hum

There isn't a shroud of doubt that I deserve this.
I'm made of these things and now they become my purpose.

I moved every way I could.
Toed every single line.
The moments that made me are growing in my spine.

I'll take till these last seconds.
I'll wait for God to answer every damn question.
If he made me why did i have to be like this?

The pain it's in every fucking lesson.
I'll hold this weight till the very last message.
If he made me why did I have to be like this?

I'm stuck with myself and that's never been enough.
I'm looking for a way out and i'm losing touch.

They never listened.
clways had a condition.

It's just an underlying hum.