On a Tuesday I panic in class
Then I come home and sit on my ass
As it turns out it's Valentine's day
The guy that I want is gay

Know this video's making me numb
But it's faster to come on the phone
Takes a village to not feel alone
Or texting someone you hate

And when real life begins
I'll be waiting with my hands
Pointed up to the sky
And the nearest cell tower

I'm beginning to get what they said
But I guess I'll log off when I'm dead
Maybe I could feel something instead
Just for an hour

Think my friends are all stuck on the screen
Haven't known them since 2016
And it feels kinda strange to be seen
Making every mistake

As I download my lover on Steam
And I have my third breakfast on stream
People sit down and watch as I scream
What a cool scene /j

And when real life begins
I'll be waiting with my hands
Pointed up to the sky
And the nearest cell tower

I'm beginning to get what they said
But I guess I'll log off when I'm dead
Maybe I could feel something instead
Just for an hour

And when everything is gone
I'll still turn my laptop on
And I'll play the most foolish love song
From my childhood

And I think life is fading away
But I'll save all my photos and pray
That the memory's enough to outweigh
What I'm missing today