Woke up feeling sore
Bottles around me, I know
My wallet's empty, oh no
This road got me nowhere to go
I'm fighting cycles again
And I'm still trying to pretend
That I can do better than this
I still got something to mend
Staying hopeful never been this hard
Still on my both two feet, working on my heart
One day I'll wake up happy, I just gotta keep going, it's nasty
Dragging this anvil with me, it's time to do the crafting
They wonder why this is my name
I became a blacksmith darling
My songs get sharp as a blade
Got a whole armory, ready to fight
All my mistakes, shit done wrong in my life
I'm starting over and I'm paying the price
Everything's rushing, this fight in mind
I'm facing with courage
Slow steps, you wouldn't even notice that I'm upset
I keep it down low, where a lot of demons show, rolling dices
Every time they winning I run to my vices
But not this time, I got shit on rewind
My mental's getting stronger, just a matter of time
Staying hopeful never been this hard
Still on my both two feet, working on my heart
One day I'll wake up happy, I just gotta keep going, it's nasty
Dragging this anvil with me, it's time to do the crafting
I picked up the hammer, the iron is hot
I'm slamming and again and again and I stop
To watch and listen how pain turns into art
Shifting my energy to all my enemies
That put me through a lot of them felonies
And now they singing regrets in my head
Like it's not their fault, the blame is on me
What is going on?
Used to be a joyful place now's a prison
To figure this out, all you gotta do is listen
Cause I'm writing here lyrics, sipping this wine
Which I used to abuse, but now I'm alright
Cause I realized the type of shit I'm dealing with
A surprise, that I'm left with from my kin and my pride
Trauma up in here, now I found you bitch, where you gonna hide?
Staying hopeful never been this hard
Still on my both two feet, working on my heart
One day I'll wake up happy, I just gotta keep going, it's nasty
Dragging this anvil with me, it's time to do the crafting
Staying hopeful never been this hard
Still on my both two feet, working on my heart
One day I'll wake up happy, I just gotta keep going, it's nasty
Dragging this anvil with me, it's time to do the crafting