I spend my days stuck in a corner
I put myself through torture
Couldn't be more disordered
Unsorted, afforded this— barely
It's all my fault
It's all my fall
I pick a wall
And cling to it
I see you fall
And I can't help it
I can't save you now
Watch myself drown
I can't figure it out
Since I can't be the one you wanted
I tried to not confront it
You left me feeling nothing
But nauseous
I'm haunting this lately
Since I can't be the one you wanted
This pit inside my stomach
I gave all that you wanted
I'm nauseous for haunting this daily