I'm busy still tryna find the words
I don't know what it is but I know that it hurts
Emotions piled up I just wanna go berserk
I hold it in, cause I know I gotta learn
(Sure)
I got control over my feelings
You may not notice but for sure I'm still healing
Almost got killed tryna deal with my issues
But I'mma always hid it as I chill like an igloo
Real shit, I barely speak on what I been through
I wish that you could see as you peer through the window
That's why I try to keep this shit real simple
Sometimes I ask myself would they even really miss you
Always giving my all to you, but do I get it back
Look at the mirror I'm talking to, but get no answer back
I'm all alone
Wishing you would call my phone
That's the way it goes
When you busy tryna chase your goals
Working hard no time to even think
Wish that it was you sitting here next to me
You know what they say if it's love set em free
And if they come back it was really meant to be
That doesn't mean it's no pain in the absence
You see it cause you hear it in the words that I'm rapping
It might leave you wondering how'd it happen
Stabbed in the heart and it seems so tragic
But that's the thing about letting people in
It could be good, but it comes with a risk
And to the one that this is about this ain't a diss
I had to write my feelings down cause I truly give a shit
Always giving my all to you, but do I get it back
Look at the mirror I'm talking to, but get no answer back
I'm all alone
Wishing you would call my phone
That's the way it goes
When you busy tryna chase your goals