Take me back to where I'm from
cause no one really cares now that I'm gone
and take me back to when I was
happy, confident, and I felt love
I can't go a day without constantly repeating that I don't belong
and I'm sorry mom
but,

I don't know
why I hate myself and it's not in my control
cnd I don't care
that no one's here to share my atmosphere.
Why do I feel pointless?
Like such a disappointment
it's not fair
but I don't know
so I don't care

I can't explain how I feel on the regular
I just fake and act like everything's spectacular
But, while I smile and act like life is great
I think I hate myself cause that's all that my head replays
and,

I don't know
why I hate myself and it's not in my control
cnd I don't care
that no one's here to share my atmosphere.
Why do I feel pointless?
Like such a disappointment
it's not fair
but I don't know
so I don't care

If every single day
is just another mistake
I swear
I swear
That,

I don't know
why I hate myself and it's not in my control
cnd I don't care
that no one's here to share my atmosphere
cnd I don't mind
waking up everyday knowing I'll never be fine
Why do I feel pointless?
Like such a disappointment
it's not fair
but I don't know