My creative license
my artistic indecisiveness stifles me
I'm out on the street, flick your cigarette butt into the gutter
Staring at each other, we were waiting for the same thing
Without a word worth saying.

cnd all of my doubt lives within this indecision
Plenty of drive and but a pittance of discipline
I digress, I guess I wasn't cut out for this.

cnd you say that you can't say
If anyone is

So I decided that
I don't wanna die hanging onto my doubts
I don't wanna fight it when the fire goes out
I'm haunted by the quiet of potential unrequited
cnd the disappointment in my own eyes

I don't wanna die.
I might need some time, might need your help
I don't wanna die with my doubts.

Been waking every day with a blank slate staring straight back at me
Let me stay, all the things I should be doing live and die inside excused like tomorrow's a brand new day.
Nothing works the same as it did back then, been pulling at the ends of every person I've pretended to be.
I think I like being me, I don't know what that means.
But these songs
Pull me along
With an urgency

cnd they're telling me:
I don't wanna die hanging onto my doubts
I don't wanna fight it when the fire goes out
I'm haunted by the quiet of potential unrequited
cnd the disappointment in my own eyes

I don't wanna die.
I might need some time, might need your help
I don't wanna die with my doubts.

I might need some time, might need your help
You know I've had my doubts
cll these years of fighting fears
I'll get up off the ground and find it in myself.

I don't wanna die hanging onto my doubts
I don't wanna fight it when the fire goes out
I'm haunted by the quiet of potential unrequited
cnd the disappointment in my own eyes

I don't wanna die.
I might need some time, might need your help
I don't wanna die with my doubts.