We're so close
We don't got much further to go
You just know
Everything but life, it moves slow
That's why depression is all I know
Honestly looking for miracles
Yeah, now moving so close
But we got much farther to go
Uh, I can feel it getting closer
When life stress me out I try to keep my composure
Damn, I gotta stay focused
One wrong choice it could all be over
Trying my best not to sound acrimonious
My faith is slippin' I'm hoping no one really notice it
Finding myself lately going through the motions
Somewhere between hopeful and hopelessness
Fear starting to settle in, my movements been hesitant
Demons I been wrestling, fueled by adrenaline
Dealin' with the type of pain that ain't got no medicine
Gotta keep my head straight I'm tryna stay ahead of it
Tryna keep my head above water
But when I'm going hard it seems like it only gets harder
Tryna find the time to do everything that I thought of
While still tryna cope with the fact that I should've had a daughter
Starting to lose track of the losses
The closer that we get feel like it gets much farther
Plus a fractured relationship with my mother and father
If you fail to understand me tell me how long should I bother
I ain't one to ever feel depressed but
I give my all sometimes feel I ain't got nothin left
It's some things I needa get off of my chest
Maybe I just need a sec for me to pause and take a breath 'cause
I can feel it getting closer
When life stress me out I try to keep my composure
Damn, I gotta stay focused
One wrong choice it could all be over
Trying my best not to sound acrimonious
My faith is slippin' I'm hoping no one really notice it
Finding myself lately going through the motions
Somewhere between hopeful and hopelessness
Life is moving so fast but things be moving too slow
Just cause it seem to glow bright it doesn't mean it's real gold
When you go in don't always know what you in for
Would you make the same choice today with tomorrow's info?
Shit been too hectic, problems been piling up
People telling me complaints but really they don't try enough
Tired of uncontrollables fuckin' up my cash flow
If you knew what I was going through you'd feel just like an asshole
Overlooked and underrated
Highly decorated but never celebrated
Everybody want the truth, but yet they always hate it
Be right and be alone, why they always wanna debate it
I'm trying not to be impatient
But I'm so tired of always having to fake it to their faces
Already turned the page just recorded this for closure
Ultrasound with the wife tomorrow we getting closer, pray for us
We can feel you getting closer
When life stress us out we try to keep our composure
Damn, we gotta stay focused
One wrong choice it could all be over
Gave it our best and now we finally victorious
Our faith was slippin' somehow no one really noticed it
We no longer just going through the motions
That mountain we finally climbed over it
Thank you God
For what some take for granted
For others it can feel impossible
I questioned God
Why would you leave us with this obstacle?
John 13:7
You don't understand now what I am doing, but someday you will
Hmm, ain't that the truth
Feel like you had me waiting centuries
Your voice is like the sweetest Melody, yeah
The faith we had to have was legendary
Got the news in January
You won't believe all the things we did for you
All the tears we shed for you
How much that we care for you, uh