When shit gets hard I want to be
Someone I have wanted to be
Or someone else entirely
Someone I have always seen
Only ever in my dreams
Have I have ever felt so free
To be this person that I've seen
To be the person that I need
I just want to say
That I've been running out of patience
For this world that you created
And the moves that you've been making
With the things that you were saying
To me every fucking day
I'd think that you would have a path
That you were ready to attack
But damn you're nothing
I shouldn't have entrusted
My livelihood to something
That's only trait is running
From their problems and falters
Now this is on my shoulders
Carrying the weight like boulders
Makes me feel that much older
When shit gets hard I want to be
Someone I have wanted to be
Or someone else entirely
Someone I have always seen
Only ever in my dreams
Have I have ever felt so free
To be this person that I've seen
To be the person that I need
When shit gets hard I want to be
Someone I have wanted to be
Or someone else entirely
Someone I have always seen
Only ever in my dreams
Have I have ever felt so free
To be this person that I've seen
To be the person that I need
I didn't have the will to choose
The life I wanted now I'm here
With everything I've ever feared
I hope all of this is a dream
But now I'm shouting from the roof
All the things I didn't do
And you're here telling me
And now you're telling me I'm wrong
And every thought
I've ever had has just been ripping me apart
And now I'm auditing the life I want to see what still belongs
Well now I'm walking down this road
The one that keeps me all alone
'Cause that's how I want it to go
But you're still telling me I'm wrong
And every thought
I've ever had has just been ripping me apart
And now I'm auditing the life I want to see what still belongs
Well now I'm walking down this road
The one that keeps me all alone
'Cause that's how I want it to go
But damn you're nothing
I shouldn't have entrusted
My livelihood to something
That's only trait is running
From their problems and falters
Now this is on my shoulders
Carrying the weight like boulders
Makes me feel that much older
But damn you're nothing
I shouldn't have entrusted
My livelihood to something
That's only trait is running
From their problems and falters
Now this is on my shoulders
Carrying the weight like boulders
Makes me feel that much older
When shit gets hard I want to be
Someone I have wanted to be
Or someone else entirely
Someone I have always seen
Only ever in my dreams
Have I have ever felt so free
To be this person that I've seen
To be the person that I need
When shit gets hard I want to be
Someone I have wanted to be
Or someone else entirely
Someone I have always seen
Only ever in my dreams
Have I have ever felt so free
To be this person that I've seen
To be the person that I need