I don't want to do this
What would everyone think
I've been doing my best I swear
Everyday further I sink
Its not my intention
I don't want to be this way
There is no other way
Maybe today isn't the day


I fight and I fight
But I'm losing sight of the light
I claw to blood inside
Just to make sure I am still alive

I am still alive


I made it another day
That is the best way
Don't think too far ahead
It's too much in my head
I try to think straight
I swear this is not my way
But There is no other way
Maybe today isn't the day


I fight and I fight
But I'm losing sight of the light
I claw to blood inside
Just to make sure I am still alive

I am still alive


Please, please help me
But I wont tell you I am this this way
Please, please help me
I wont tell you I am this way