Where the time go
Feel like yesterday i was getting ready to get dropped off at school
Where my mind go?
Presently more focused on taking care of me and fam instead of looking cool
where the money go?
You ain't married yet?
Did you spend your time on memories or bigger checks
I'm just talking bout the real don't mean no disrespect
you a I did everything or haven't done it yet
Only lessons never learned are regrets
how you gone get better when you don't reflect
Everybody got some problems they don't want to be repetitive
Most of those would rather just suppress it with a sedative
Everyday I wake I know today not guaranteed
It makes it all worth it when you hold on to a dream
Try to figure who you wanna be or who you tryna be
Who'd of thought that it was possible to shape reality

Is it worth most my time chasing after the cream
I woke up 10 years later yesterday was a dream
Would I go backwards if I had the means
Those said the other side was greener is it really that green
Life feels fast
Life feels fast
I don't know how to feel
Life feels fast
Life feels fast
I don't know how to feel

Every dire difficult decision brought a change of life
Never thought that I would have to go an pay a Connor price
I done ate dirt before but imma still get up and fight
Just because my brother made it before me I don't feel spite
Most expensive party is a pity party
You'd be surprised at what you'd save if you just said I'm sorry
It took a while to soften guard because my back is scarry
I never thought somebody close would ever try to harm me
I wanted life to be ease so I chose a hard path
It doesn't take as long as you would think if you do math
I cut those off a couple years ago and they still feeling bad
Time costs I don't have enough to waste on what I had
Took a while to see that I was my own hold up
All the show up ain't enough I had to show enough
I had to close the outside for me to open up
Soon as I started thinking right I started glowing up

Is it worth most my time chasing after the cream
I woke up 10 years later yesterday was a dream
Would I go backwards if I had the means
Those said the other side was greener is it really that green
Life feels fast
Life feels fast
I don't know how to feel
Life feels fast
Life feels fast
I don't know how to feel