I wake up every morning in the same way
Scared of being boring if I'm OK
If they ask, I'm doing fine, thanks
'Cause I fall apart for my gain
And I'll break every promise
To sound like I'm honest
And maybe that isn't okay
I have friends for a second
It's a lonely profession
And maybe it's better that way

I know that it's selfish, I can't help it
I just need to have something to save
Guess I benefit from my pain
Only ever win at mind games