Walkin' the Borderline
Talkin' the talk my disordered mind
Nowhere to hide
Nowhere to run
The only option is oblivion
Livin' is bringing me down
To slippery ground
Can't figure it out
slithering out of my hands
The sands of time
I'm damned
This hand of mine
Now I feel the fire place
As I kindle the flames find my escape
I don't believe in miracles
But only one can save me
So I keep praying to a god that don't exist I don't go crazy

I’m only trying to survive
Nothing I feel keeps me alive
Dying to feel something inside
Holding my breath inside I try...
Try to stay alive!

Tryin' to survive is my only drive
I can't even cry it's a lonely ride
Got rope on my neck like a harness
No hope and it's killin' my sharpness
Throwin' stones when I'm still in my carcass
Pray to no God cuz society's black
The definition of anxiety attack
Life's causing me cardiac
But deep down what’s in our souls
Will kill us off as we fight our foes
Play my role it takes a toll
Diggin' holes just to keep me low
Never see the pain if you read my eyes
I’m going insane in between the lines
I sit in the dark just hoping to die
So If I depart just know I tried

I’m only trying to survive
Nothing I feel keeps me alive
Dying to feel something inside
Holding my breath inside I try...
Try to stay alive!

I pray to stay alive
As I hang by this thread
The game of civilized life
Keeps me banging my head
This trip won't last
I'm hangin' up
I breath but I don't live enough
I went too fast
I'm out of luck
And I don't even give a fuck
What to think It’s stuck inside of me
It's taken over can it be
I’m torn apart it seems
No grasp on all of this reality
Facing what it’s done belief
Has left my whole inside being
I’m feeling torn apart it seems
no grasp on this reality

I’m only trying to survive
Nothing I feel keeps me alive
Dying to feel something inside
Holding my breath inside I try...
Try to stay alive!